i miss this guy like seriously shit but this guy is leaving me again for his ex.
its ok as long as we're together (:
i miss this guy, we have not been meeting and contacting for 3 days straight :( :(
i think im asking mel to follow me to see this guy, cannot tahan already.
anyway to guest, he's aint a timer.
i know, he have another r/s with his ex.
he told me the truth alr, he cant forget abt his ex.
ive seen his text msges and full of his ex's text.
i dont mind as long as im in this game.
c'mon, im too, doing it.
but, one thing, im sure, he will love me more than his ex.
and i love him more than his ex does.
so fcuk it.
we just gotta fight for the love, thats all.
fair competition (:
see, this guy is aint a timer, i tell ya.
you hate it, just fcuk off laa.
isnt it obvious that this blog, those words are meant for his ex? -.-"

its funny, how when someone says
they love you, you can't really feel it.
but when they say they don't love you
anymore, you can feel every ounce of what
was drain out of your entire being.

god decides everything,
we humans do what we capable of.

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you leave me again :(
as always , we are apart again :(
its not something i enjoy but just to know you will always be with her .
i dont have this energy , the ability to wait .
i want you to know that when we're together, everything will be perfect again.

if its raining, the sun will come out.
if time went slow while we're apart,
we will relearn to make it more faster.
i hate being away from you.
even we're in the same country but different places.
it always feels like we're miles apart.
i hate when your away, at SBH, being tortured.
i pity you, babyboy.
i know, SBH is a place of hell, endure will you?
bby, how i wish i can be with you.
i really want to visit you but i cant.
i will find a way.
pity him :((


sometimes i just can't tell you how i really feel.
not because i don't know why,
not because i don't know my purpose,
not because i don't trust you.
but because i can't find
the right words to make you
understand. i hope, deep down inside,
you know that i love you.

Sonya was here ;D