Saturday, May 1, 2010


Hi, Im Zhappy's ex. yes, i have no rights to disturb him or whatsoever. ive asked his permission and he agreed, letting me blog. so please, mind your words.

firstly, between Zhappy & me, yes, we're over but we're closefriends now (:
and taggers, please do not tag about him & me allright?
really, Ninie is not our 3rd party. im their 3rd party. please, dont talk bad things about Ninie.
She's a nice person and i know, their love will last long. this is their 3rd year together.
last long Zhafrinie. (:

some taggers asked like why we've break & etc. seriously, do you really want to know or what?
i mean, its like NONE OF YOUR FCUKING BUSINESS. get it?
tagging using stupid's name are childish.
can you like tell your fcuking name?
unless despo ahh~

wowwww, some even asked stupid ques like why am i defending Ninie & i seem to be happy?
life have to go no matter what. simple enough?
Ninie is innocent, come on, im a girl, so does she. we're girls and i understand what she's feeling currently. i mean, im not guilty and why should i? stealing zhappy from her? i didnt steal away zhappy from ninie. besides, at that time, Zhappy was with his ex, Maira. since she didnt take good care of him and i was close with zhappy at that time. that was how feelings grow.

come on, i dont wanna know what happen between Ninie and Zhappy.
and one thing, happy?
sial laa. how about you taggers, get a life ok!
get a life.
please, who doesnt feel hurt?
yes, im hurt. i hate Zhappy for this, but now, i understand.
Come on, if i could move on when im with my previous ex, why couldnt i, with zhappy?
i felt misreably hurt to tell you the truth readers. HAPPY?!

stop asking about the reason why we broke up ok.
and one thing, Zhappy may seem to be a play boy but hes not.
yes, he hurt me alot ):
but he's one of the bestest ex i ever had.
he really knew how to take care of a girl's heart.
he really try his best to understand a girl's feeling and needs.
he's perfect.
as for the reason why he patch with ninie so fast, dont ask me. im not him!

I just can't understand the ways
Of all the men and their mistakes
You give them all your heart
And then they rip it all away
You told me how much you loved me
And how our love was meant to be
And I believed in you
I thought that you would set me free
You should've just told me the truth
That I wasn't the girl for you
Still, I didn't have a clue
So my heart depended on you,
Although I'll say I hate you now
Though I'll shout and curse you out
I'll always have love for you
Because I am a girl
Been told a man will leave you cold
Get sick of you and bored
I know that it's no lie
I gave my all, still I just cry
Never again will I be fooled
To give my all when nothing's true
I won't be played again
But I will fall in love again

You should've just told me the truth
That I wasn't the girl for you
You took advantage of my willingness
To do anything for love
Now I'm the only one in pain
Will you please take it all away
Never thought being born a girl
How I can love you and be burned
And now I will build a wall
To never get torn again
I loved you so
Now you leave me in the cold
How could this be
I thought that you'd only love me
Into the night
I will pray that you're alright
You hurt me so
I just can't let you go )):

officially ends. what a pity, 2 months coming in 6 more days. i dont blame anyone but myself.




aku sayang kau zhappy.





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