runaway baby ,

i guess im veryveryvery stupid . i hate this feeling now . between me and Ninie , we're still having some doubts and i guess , we're drifting apart ? blame me for everything , dont blame her . blame me for cheating on her , thats what Ninie says even tho i didnt -.- " sighh , confuse confuse confuse . when i just made my decision already to be with , something happen that hurt me deeply . sighh .

Ninie , im sorry for everything . Im sorry for pissing you off . Im sorry for hurting you . sighh , im sucha bad boyfriend .

how does it feels like to be attach and yet , in love with someone else ? dont mistook me , in love with both girlfriend and other person . dont blame me , love is indeed blind . you and your girlfriend are drifting apart but you and that person are veryvery close . your much more happy with that person and yet , in the end , you find out that person have someone else and just using you . you cant blame anyone if that really happens yknw . just blame yourself , for loving that person .
how does it feels like to be superduper confuse ? whats the meaning of true love actually ? dont you get sick and tired of relationships ? blame yourself then , for being greedy . in the end , you lose both of them . stupid ? i know .

have you ever been in this situation , when your stuck in between of this 2 girls ? yes , its veryvery hurtful to the girlfriend , but love is blind . have you ever miss someone so much until you cry everyday ? dont you miss the happy moments with the one you love ? dont you miss talking to that person ? dont you miss being her listener and advicer ? have you ? no , i doubt so .

dont ask me whats wrong with me or what happen to ZHAFENAY . i wont say anything . i wont even say who im in love with . im confuse , geddit ? dont ask me why i did this or did that , or even hurt everybody around me . dont ask me anything . i wont answer like seriously . dont ask me stupid questions . just MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS OKAY TAGGERS ?!

to you , i hate you for hurting my feelings )):

im sick and yet , im feeling miserable enough . stop giving me problems will yaa ? )):

METTA ! ;D

Zhappy Rascalxx ©
im original , not a faker .
-Was a dancer .
Watching me dance is the same as hearing my heart speaks .