runaway baby ,

im going to make my blog alivee today since im going for my longlonglong break like finally soon .
so dont expect me to update my blog or tweet . B-O-R-I-N-G-! sighh , hows lifee ? great .
im loving my life right now , kaay fakee -.- " enough of sufferings , enough of hurtings , so yeaah .
who says i need a girl to live ? come on , what matters most is , we gotta enjoy our life to the fullest :P
ive been busy every night , going to Zirca . HAH . funn or what ? dont worry , i wont cry or be sad or whatever anymore . ive learnt the meaning of " LIFE " now . why bother crying when you can enjoy your life only when your still alive ? why end your life over a person when you can easily find someone to replace ? why hurt yourself when your friends are supporting you , worrying you ? so you see , you can cry to express your feelings , let out but not for long . this goes to you too , cutestuff .

dont ask why i can easily change in a short period . hah . well , ive change . so what if we break up with someone we love ? is it a big deal ? yes , but isnt it stupid to wait for someone who doesnt love you at all ? dont you think ? do that person even giving you hints ? ive once in this situation , to tell ya the truth , this is the situation im facing , loving someone who didnt even at least give hints . dont you think you're wasting your time ? to me , im not wasting my time . as long as i get to contact with her , even tho we're friends or enemy , im happy enough rather than both of us , didnt contact at all . isnt that saddening ?

life is full of ups and downs . agree ? this applies to everyone . someday , your feeling down , someday , your feeling happy . you cant be happy forever . you cant be sad forever . trust me . life is always unfair . dont blame yourself , easy to say , dont blame anyone . as a human being , you just have to do your part , life and contribute to the world . dont be a burden to people , trust me . the feeling hurts . is it a must to have girlfriend/boyfriend ? can we be singleee forever ? why be in r/s when love actually hurts ?

sighh , life is so unfair . believe this or not , i cried yesterday . i went out , to celebrate Aakyd's birthday which held at East Coast Park , imagine , i have to travel from square 2 to East Coast -.- " we went there and there were lots of people . Liza was there , she became my date for that day . we talk things out . my stomache was killing me and i have to enduree all the way till night , not forgetting i didnt sleep the previous night . i was sleepy yet in pain . while rascals were changing , Liza and I just wait for the rascals and the beaus , so we talk things out , asking each other questions , remembering the memories we had together in the past . while i talked about myself , suddenly , i was in tears . i borrowed Liza's shoulder and she really comforted me , hugged me . friends do hug each other anyway -.- " thanks Liza for your advices . sighh . it did help me a lil ~ after rascals change , headed to the water , hah , Aakyd was almost drowning ehh ? :X HAHHAA . beaus were helping to arrange the food , sitting while gossiping -.- " ishh . then , rascals and beaus swim , then finally , i was really in deep pain so i told rascals , im heading back homee to rest . they were disappointed since they were in midst of the party so i told them , i will be joining them tonight . so , went home , sleep till midnight ? hah , then went to zirca and then ton forawhilee .

overall , wonderful day . sighh , today's the 24th .

METTA ! ;D

Zhappy Rascalxx ©
im original , not a faker .
-Was a dancer .
Watching me dance is the same as hearing my heart speaks .