to you i’m sorry.

i didn’t mean to hurt you. but from the very start i have already told you so.

we were not meant to be together. and i don’t think my family would accept someone like you. you drink smoke and worst still drugs. neither do i like guys like that. you expect me to take good care of you when nobody is taking care of me? and how are you going to concern about me when you are already high on drugs ?

what if anything happens towards me? have you ever think that way towards me?

doubt so!

yes. we were only best friends and i’ve never ever before showed you my love towards you. cause in you, i do trust but i don’t believe. you get what i mean? gah! no matter how much i ignored you scolded you, you insist of listening to me. instead you take all those as jokes. i do take jokes but sometimes you just have to get serious you know?

and now. i don’t know what else left to say. you are one kind-hearted soul. it’s up to you to change for the best. by all-means, is your future. i handle my future and you handle yours. you’re big enough to think maturely unless you’re still thinks narrow though. i need a man in the future whom will put in all his heart and soul towards me and our future. and not him being a drug-addict and loves to gamble. that’s not the future i’ve been wanting always.